10.31.08
2008
the last year has sucked so bad… i’m countin’ on a whole lotta the good stuff coming my way from this point on.
10.01.08
it stinks
life that is… sometimes it really does stink. right now, and for most of the summer, life has turned into a blah-fest. i’m not unhappy, per se, it just seems like there’s been so much turmoil over the last several months and it is taking its toll on me.
my sleep patterns are a mess, to me anyway. it’s tough getting to sleep and then i still make myself get up early to be at work by or before 7am. i haven’t been dancing as much as i’d hoped, and now that school started again, i’ve completely lost dancing on mondays.
the situation with my mom is really stressful, really, really stressful. it’s not just her either, it’s my dad. he drives me absolutely nuts; i can go from being cool and calm to being completely pissed in seconds when in his presence. mom really doesn’t handle stress very well at all (we’ve known this) but now, it’s even more noticeable. most things are overwhelming to her.
having my best friend sick too just really sucks.
some days the combination of them, and everything else going on with school and work, my family, and my car seems overwhelming.
i know things won’t always be like this… it just seems like i’ve been in a funk for months. nothing really excites me these days.